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Is it true that to actually see my Federal return forms, I must purchase State first?
To not pay for state you have to delete it. You can add it back in later but you will have to pay. https://ttlc.intuit.com/questions/1900608-how-do-i-delete-my-state-return-in-turbotax-online
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